To YOU

I don't know how to start it. This feeling is so complicated. I feel like I want to give up, but I don't want to. Sometimes I think, "What have you done to me 'till you made me like this?". You caused me so much pain, you've made me cry so many times, and you've made me a horrible person. But, why do I still love you? I don't even want to revenge, I don't even hate you. Well, honestly, I hate you sometimes but the love keeps coming back. Maybe, this hatred is being covered by love. My friends has said to me that I have to move on because you're not worth it, and I've tried, but I can't. I'm too much loving you.

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I remember when the first time you asked me to be your girlfriend. I remember when you successfully made me forget about my first love. I remember when the first time you hold me. I remember when the first time you kissed me. I remember when the first time I saw those sparks fly when you stared into my eyes. But, now those sparks are gone because of some stupid causes.

We've been broken up since 2 months ago. You already moved on and find the other one, and me? I 'm still hoping that someday you realize that I really love you for who you are and you'll be back to me. Yes, I still patiently waiting for you.

I don't care with what other people said about you. I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you.

R. F. 

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..and it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends :)

iloveyou,

V

Soundtrack for today: Fallin' - Alicia Keys

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P. S.: Sorry, if this post is too emo ._______. and sorry for the bad english